I had such a nice day yesterday and then I came home today to find a letter from the nhs saying they don’t want to give me any help for my mental health and now I literally don’t know what to do, I live constantly on the verge of killing myself and have barely been able to do basic functioning for months which means I’m about to get kicked out of uni but he said it doesn’t seem like I have depression and now I can’t stop crying and it seems like they’re saying I just have to live like this forever?